11/25/23

Setsuko Adachi - a portrait of Japan from a perspective that is felt through the bodies of the haunting and unnamed characters traversing through the lonely landscapes and vacant city squares in the prose-sketches, full of human warmth in the pockets of spaces remaining where the governing forces have not yet rendered them lifeless

 


Setsuko Adachi, Forever Forest Upper Field,


Incisive and loving at the same time, Forever Forest Upper Field paints a portrait of Japan from a perspective that, like the elephant in the room, is almost never breached nor openly admitted, but rather felt through the bodies of the haunting and unnamed characters traversing through the lonely landscapes and vacant city squares in the prose-sketches, full of human warmth in the pockets of spaces remaining where the governing forces have not yet rendered them lifeless, glowing in the deep of the night, that read like the voice of a lighthouse in the uncomfortable silence.


Setsuko Adachi writes a rhythmic prose that steps across the pages to remind us of the inherent beauty of the way to use the language that can at once be universal and specific. It raises a unique voice that is simultaneously foreign but also recognisably naturalised — much like the webs of metropolitan thoroughfares that she describes and brings to life. Tan Jingliang’s entrancing photographs, which accompany the text, further intensify the energy of Adachi’s stories, and provide the syncopations that befit the expansive story-telling. The images, narrating an extending vista, draws us deeper into an aesthetic that is not beyond subsuming the dystopic purely for the purpose of creating a better art, both visual and verbal. — Lim Lee Ching


I believe this collection of vignettes, this tapestry of Setsuko Adachi’s texts and Tan Jingliang’s images, this collaborative work that through keen lenses examines the “usual/normal/correct world,” exposes how society’s oppressive systems are too easily accepted by far too many people. Adachi and Tan’s work acts as a unified voice, comprised of unique, individual, independent thinkers acting through empathy; a voice putting forth a poignant warning to which this world needs to harken. — Michael Kearney


story: Azalea Hills


11/24/23

Matt Bucher - Set mostly during a delay at SFO, The Belan Deck captures one traveler's reflections on art, artificial intelligence, corporate life, David Markson, coincidences, and literature

 


Matt Bucher, The Belan Deck, Sideshow Media

Group, 2023


Belan is the CEO and he needs this PowerPoint deck asap. The narrator, however, just wants to fly home - and he might not deliver what Belan is expecting. Set mostly during a delay at SFO, The Belan Deck captures one traveler's reflections on art, artificial intelligence, corporate life, David Markson, coincidences, and literature.


"Very smart, witty, insightful, very literary, and a lovely homage to Markson." - Steven Moore, author of The Novel: An Alternative History


"An excellent, piercing account of the AI question and a reminder of the potentials of fractured literature, or maybe fractured life more broadly. Marksonian to the core and just a joy to read." - Kyle Beachy, author of The Most Fun Thing


"The Belan Deck almost acts as the placement of a hyper sensitive human antenna extended into our cold, dark accelerationist evolution into the Information Age looking for ways in which we can still mine and reflect back upon ourselves some deeply luminous sign of life that reminds us of the beauty resting within the heart of what it means to be human. A must read." - Phillip Freedenberg, author of America and the Cult of the Cactus Boots: A Diagnostic


"Fantastic, a work of profound wisdom." - Greg Carlisle, author of Elegant Complexity


I stayed up later than I meant to the other night reading all of Matt Bucher’s new book The Belan Deck in one cover-to-cover go. On his website, Bucher describes The Belan Deck as “a little book…set mostly during a layover at SFO” that “centers around a person who maybe doesn’t really fit in at their AI tech job but still needs to produce one final PowerPoint deck.” This description approximates the plot, in the barest sense, but doesn’t touch on the spirit or form of The Belan Deck.

Let’s talk about the spirit and form of The Belan Deck. Bucher borrows the epigraphic, anecdotal, fractured, discontinuous style that David Markson practiced (perfected?) in his so-called Notecard Quartet (1996-2007: Reader’s Block, This Is Not A Novel, Vanishing Point, and The Last Novel). “An assemblage…nonlinear, discontinuous, collage-like,” wrote Markson, to which Bucher’s narrator replies, “Bricolage. DIY culture. Amateurism. Fandom. Blackout poems.”

Bucher’s bricolage picks up Markson’s style and spirit, but also moves it forward. Although Markson’s late quartet is arguably (I would say, by definition) formally postmodernist, the object of the Notecard Novels’ obsession is essentially Modernism. Bucher’s book is necessarily post-postmodern, taking as its objects the detritus and tools of postmodern communication: PowerPoint, Google Street View, Wikipedia, social media, artificial intelligence.

At the same time, Bucher continues Markson’s obsessions with artists and death, adding to the mortality lists that wormed through DM’s quartet. Bucher’s updates are odd though, in that they seem to, in their print form, contextualize anew coincidences that were so raw and immediate when they popped up on Twitter and other social media:

Nicanor Parra died the day after Ursula K. LeGuin died.

Larry McMurty and Beverly Cleary died the same day.

(In my memory, William H. Gass died the day before LeGuin, but this is not true. He died almost two months before LeGuin. But I recall teaching selections from both of their work in a literature class in the spring semester of 2018, and pointing out to my students that the empty spaces behind the dashes after their birth years might now be filled in. “An encyclopedia entry demands at least a birth or a death,” notes Bucher’s narrator.)

The encyclopedia, by which I mean Wikipedia, becomes a heroic motif in The Belan Deck. “Wikipedia is the number one result for over 50% of Google searches,” Bucher’s narrator points out, following it up with,

Wikipedia, made by humans, for free, is a better search engine than Google, the most expensive and sophisticated algorithm in the world.

Earlier in The Belan Deck, the narrator points to the “mindless pleasure of going down a deep Wikipedia rabbit hole,” a pleasure that an artificial intelligence, no matter how developed, could never feel. About three dozen pages later, Bucher’s narrator throws a slant rhyme to his previous note on the “mindless pleasures” of Wikipedia rabbit holes, pointing out that Thomas Pynchon had used Mindless Pleasures as a working title for Gravity’s Rainbow. That’s how this book operates: Disparate fragments of information are “Clues rather than trivia.”

The goal is to find the sublime in these connections; Bucher’s narrator repeatedly and succinctly argues that finding the beautiful, much less the sublime, is impossible for an artificial intelligence. The Belan Deck plays out as a discursive, looping, and unexpectedly moving argument for humanity, in all its serious triviality, against the backdrop of capital’s rapid encroachment into the human position in the arts.

“Capitalism is incompatible with being an artist, for most people,” avers our narrator. “Yet you participate!” might come the retort, and it’s true—not only does Bucher’s narrator work in a soulless medium, the deck (trying to inject some soul, some sublime, some humanity into it), he also works for the soulless Belan, a money guy who would love to replace artists with machines. (In what I think has to be a great intentional gag, Bucher’s narrator’s point of contact for Belan is a middleman named Jimmy Chen. I just have to believe that the character’s a take on the Jimmy Chen who wrote and designed on HTMLGIANT for all those years.)

The narrator participates because there aren’t that many other options, as we all know. “Do you understand what I am saying? Does it also feel this way to you?” the narrator plaintively asks. I mean, for me, that’s a Yes, all the time.

There’s much more in The Belan Deck than I can get to here—more on art, artists, baseball, airports—it’s voluminous for a “little book.” (“When we buy a book, we think we are buying time to read” is a line I underlined but could not otherwise work into this review, so I’ll include it here parenthetically. (A lot of this review has happened in parentheses.))

I’ll end with two bits of personal trivia, two coincidences.

First: The day The Belan Deck arrived in my mail, which is the day that I read The Belan Deck, some AI-cheerleading dork went viral on Twitter for posting a series of unasked-for renderings of “what the backgrounds of the most famous paintings in the world look like with AI.” He was roundly and rightly mocked for his endeavors, and I found the general antipathy heartening, but still a small cadre of people who know absolutely nothing about art congratulated his vapidity.

Second: Earlier that same day, I read a passage from Walter Tevis’s 1980 dystopian novel Mockingbird, and found its sentiment largely heartening as well. The hero of the novel, staring at a “dumb parody of humanity” declares it “nothing, nothing at all.” He continues, pointing out that the forces of capital “had given robots to the world with the lie that they would save us from labor or relieve us from drudgery so that we could grow and develop inwardly.” But underneath this false promise was a deep “contempt for the ordinary life of men and women,” a deep hatred of human life itself. The sentiment I find heartening here is in the hero’s recognition and resistance to this contempt.

The Belan Deck isn’t a straightforward guidebook or manifesto or map, but it nevertheless, in its elliptical, poetic approach, offers a winding, thinking, feeling path of opposition to not only the machines themselves, but also the hollow men who would gladly replace artists and creators and thinkers with those machines. It’s also really fun to read. Great stuff.

https://biblioklept.org/2023/06/02/matt-buchers-the-belan-deck-is-an-unexpectedly-moving-argument-for-humanity-and-serious-triviality/



“An attempt to smuggle reality into anything, into a PowerPoint deck.”— The Belan Deck

“Plotless. Characterless. Yet seducing the reader into turning pages nonetheless.”— David Markson, This Is Not a Novel

The scaffolding of character and plot are here in The Belan Deck, but they can be summed up swiftly, and they are beside the point in Matt Bucher’s excellent new book. The first-person narrator works for a tech company in the AI field. He doesn’t like his job (or his employer’s CEO, Belan), he doesn’t believe in the work or the company’s mission, and the job is looking extremely precarious anyhow, but he has to produce a final PowerPoint deck for Belan. He’s using the deck as his chance to lob “a sort of intellectual grenade on the way out the door.” As he waits for a flight home to Austin from San Francisco International Airport, he reveals all the thoughts and anecdotes he’s pouring into the deck. The text is fragmentary. Many of the fragments seem like trivia at first, but if you read Bucher on the book’s own terms (“Clues rather than trivia”) constellations emerge of theme and image.

Bucher makes a heartwarming case for humanism and ordinary life as against the creep of artificial intelligence and other tools of capitalism that make work dull, meaningless and intolerable and that make the life of a serious writer or artist nearly impossible. The book recruits the reader’s curiosity to help build its deepest meaning and find its relation to the works and lives and history that came before it.

Like in David Markson’s Notecard tetralogy, the fragments in The Belan Deck hang together. There are flashes of connection between things we might not think are connected. Matt Bucher was generous enough to answer a few questions I sent him, and he talks about Markson in the brief interview that appears below my review. When the reader of The Belan Deck takes the time to follow the clues (and follow the clue here means add the context to the short anecdotes) patterns emerge. The figure Bucher explicitly uses is rabbit holes, that metaphor for so much of contemporary online life for the curious. The joy of following a trail through interconnected Wikipedia articles is one most of us have experienced. The narrator describes this feeling as a deep need inside us.

As an example of my reading of the way the fragments hang together, one image of life The Belan Deck traces for us is horses. We’re told early on that Belan, the CEO, “loves the Kentucky Derby” (page 10). The narrator’s own great-grandfather had been named Leo Steven Belan, a coincidental fact that did not impress Belan, the CEO, when the narrator told him about it. We’re presented with some of Leo Steven’s diary entries from 1910. They are dry and factual. “Cloudy most of day. Worked on shop.” Until suddenly they’re not. “Sunday, June 12, 1910 – Clear warm. Drowned two horses (Black) (One Horse & one mare) Drove in pond to wash wheels, horse laid down and pulled mare over him, got tangled in harness.” The moment caught my breath, as history tends to do. The horse was not a machine but a living animal. Later, the narrator tells us that there is good art on display at SFO, and he looks at some old photographs. “The next photo is of a man at a racetrack standing next to a horse. A jockey sits on the horse and the two men appear happy, as if they—meaning the horse—have just won the race” (page 27). On the next page, we learn the famous Seabiscuit was owned by a man named Ogden Mills who also owned the land where the airport now sits. If every Wikipedia article is interconnected, that is only because the facts of the world are.

Like in Markson’s tetralogy, many of the anecdotes in Bucher’s collection are touched with sadness. Some were well known to me. Others were not. David Foster Wallace and Mark Rothko both appear but left unsaid is how each man died. The baseball players Bill Buckner and Tom Seaver who were briefly teammates on the Redsox doomed 1986 team both died from Lewy Body dementia. Thomas Merton died suspiciously. Francesca Woodman died very young by suicide. Robin Williams. Michael Jackson. Grace Kelly. Malcolm Lowry. Randall Jarrell. The thematic build can be powerful even if the book’s wordcount is spare. It is by this gathering method rather than the straightforward march of traditional plot that The Belan Deck works.

An aspect of the book’s structure that strongly appealed to me reminds me of the way Walter Benjamin uses fragments in his convolutes in The Arcades Project. Events from modern Jewish history in Europe and America come to life and a picture expands out from the suggestive anecdotes when a bit of extra light is thrown on them.

Bucher shares the story of Thomas Pynchon sending the comedian Irwin Corey to accept the National Book Award on his behalf in 1974. That year, Pynchon’s Gravity’s Rainbow shared the award with A Crown of Feathers and Other Stories by Isaac Bashevis Singer. What is left unsaid here is what Singer’s book is about, which is the lives of Jews in Poland, New York, Paris and elsewhere, Jews who have been through Nazi camps or Czarist pogroms. Another fragment (in the straitened style of Markson) tells us: “Zola died of carbon monoxide poisoning due to a poorly ventilated chimney” (page 56). The story of this death is not as simple as it sounds here. Zola involved himself on the correct side in the Dreyfus Affair, a notorious case of antisemitism in turn of the 20th Century French history. Another fragment reminds us Dreyfus was shot during a ceremony at Zola’s tomb. A short fragment asks: “Did Primo Levi jump or was it truly an accident?” (page 73). The record company executive Saul Zaentz is mentioned. “In 1980, Saul Zaentz sued John Fogerty, claiming Fogerty had plagiarized his own music” (page 91). This fact seems to have no discernible relevance to the rest of the book, but Zaentz’ parents were Polish Jewish immigrants.

There is no narrational commentary linking any of these facts and questions. The references instead make demands upon us. The fragments signify survival even if it is only a piece of a story. Reading them today gives them what Benjamin called an afterlife. The book will seduce you to turn pages whether you chase the clues or you don’t. But if you do there is so much more to think about. I’ll close by pointing out that there is now a rabbit hole connecting David Foster Wallace to Matt Bucher via David Markson and there is a rabbit hole connecting David Foster Wallace to David Markson via Matt Bucher. This is pretty cool.

Brief Interview with the Author

1. Like many online book nerds I’m familiar with your interest in David Foster Wallace, the list, the podcast, the Society, etc, but I only recently learned of your interest in David Markson. Can you share a little about what his work means to you as a reader and writer?

Matt Bucher: I’m sure I discovered Markson through DFW’s essay on W’s M, but I did not fall in love with Markson’s work entirely until I read his final four books: Reader’s Block, This is Not a Novel, Vanishing Point, and The Last Novel. Evan Lavender-Smith wrote a great book sorta in Markson’s style (From Old Notebooks) and he called those four books of Markson’s “porn for English majors.” I had never read anything like them before and it was, for me, a moment of “are you allowed to do this?” combined with “how did this guy do this?” So I went down the Markson rabbit-hole and read all of his other books and everything I could about him. Like me, he’s a collector. He didn’t write this way until later in life and I do think it takes many, many years of practiced collecting before these sorts of facts and trivia begin to accrete into something solid or meaningful with lots of interconnected parts. And honestly one thing I loved about Markson is that he was a stubborn old man. He spent a lot of time obsessing over aging and death. But my interests are pretty different than his, and I think what I got from his work was a way of thinking and writing that I could make my own.

2. Do you use a card system like Markson to work the form you used for this book? I figured the line in the book about always having several paper journals on you at all times is from reality, but how do you go from journal thoughts to building a work like The Belan Deck?

Matt Bucher: Yes, I started out years ago aping his style completely, using that notecard system. I filled about one shoebox lid with notecards, which is one reason my book is shorter than his (he said he filled 2 shoebox lids with notecards, per book). However, I moved away from the notecards into another longhand system of writing everything out into a journal and then typing it into a document later. I mention this in the book, but I think Markson would have loved the “find” feature in a Word doc (and Wikipedia, too). I was obsessed with index cards before Markson because that’s also how Nabokov wrote, but these days the system that works best for me is just to have several different sized paper journals going. It took me a long time to find the right format and the right story for this, and changing how I wrote and organized bits of trivia—or rather, integrating that system with a way of writing fiction that felt natural to me—is what made the book come alive for me.

3. Have you encountered anyone smuggling interesting or weird things into a job-related PowerPoint in your working life?

Matt Bucher: Just me! I used to work for a textbook publisher and there is one particular grade-level writing text into which I was able to smuggle a ton of Infinite Jest references :). But I truly hate PowerPoint and think it is such an ephemeral format that it’s not even worth putting too much effort into creating a presentation.

4. Besides Markson, who are some fiction writers who played with form who you think people should check out?

Matt Bucher: Markson took some inspiration from Evan S. Connell’s elliptical style in Notes Found on the Beach at Carmel and Points for a Compass Rose, but those are books where the prose looks like poetry. I would also mention Georges Perec who did a ton of different things with style and format. And all Oulipo writers for that matter. Harry Mathews is probably my favorite. His novel The Journalist devolves into a weird, nested format that looks like something on a private, demented PowerPoint slide. Another book that inspired me was Brenda Lozano’s Loop, which was titled Cuaderno ideal in Spanish (Ideal being a brand of Mexican notebooks and journals). Maggie Nelson’s Bluets is another hard-to-categorize book I return to a lot. Obviously, I am attracted to the mega-novels but I also adore slim little books that cram a lot of art into a small format. Joe Brainard’s I Remember and Amy Fusselman’s Idiophone are two examples of that. And one of my favorite writers is Dan Beachy-Quick. He’s a poet, mostly, but has experimented with all sorts of forms and I guess I like writers who are able to follow their weird, eccentric tastes and do something interesting on the page. David Shields is another one. - Jay Innis Murray

https://thevisionarycompany.net/2023/06/09/the-afterlife-of-anecdotes-a-review-of-the-belan-deck-by-matt-bucher/


Kari Hukkila - a philosophical, essayistic novel about catastrophes, both natural and man-made, about humans' ability to respond to catastrophes by thinking or, at the very least, simply managing to survive... a cornucopia of micro-histories, digressions, and a broad gallery of characters ranging from the philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein to an Ethiopian refugee in Rome.

 


Kari Hukkila, One Thousand & One, Trans. by

David Hackston, Contra Mundum Press, 2023


sample

author essay


All thought is driven out of sight, and before long unpleasant things start to happen right in front of us... 

Kari Hukkila's One Thousand & One is a philosophical, essayistic novel about catastrophes, both natural and man-made, about humans' ability to respond to catastrophes by thinking or, at the very least, simply managing to survive. Hukkila's novel is a cornucopia of micro-histories, digressions, and a broad gallery of characters ranging from the philosopher Ludwig Wittgenstein to an Ethiopian refugee in Rome. 

One Thousand & One begins when a large birch tree falls on a cabin near the Russian border in eastern Finland, leaving the narrator unable to concentrate on a writing project he has been at work on. He decides then to take up an invitation to Rome, where his lifelong friend has lived since abandoning a life in philosophy. In Hukkila's novel, Scheherazade's survival by continuing to tell stories is reimagined as survival by continuing to think, a continued thought activity, often taken to extremes, the preservation of humanity in an inhumane world. In David Hackston's eloquent translation, Hukkila's musical, meandering, thought-provoking prose is full of savage, ironic, and luminous humor, remaining uncompromisingly alive until the final sentence. 

One Thousand & One is the first in a projected series of five novels. Upon its release in Finland in 2016 it was said to bear "all the hallmarks of a classic."

Thought no longer had a place in the world, and of course if you're an illegal it's all but impossible.


11/17/23

Melissa McCarthy - Four dazzling essays about images, destruction, flowers and invention, forging unexpected links between Agamemnon, archaeology, early photography, explosives, neuroscience, mirrors, Twin Peaks, and—the author’s special interest—sharks

 


Melissa McCarthy, Photo, Phyto, Proto, Nitro,

Sagging Meniscus, 2023


Excerpt:


From Troy to Hiroshima, Crimea to the nuclear Nevada desert, we make our tracks over the war-scratched globe, and when we reach a ruin or a destination we read the markings, record them using various forms of photography. Later—or much, much later—someone else in turn will try to understand our silvery traces. These are the threads that Melissa McCarthy follows, unpicks, weaves again into a nexus of light and time: the mirrored silver cells of a shark’s eyeball, sunlight glinting off the foam and sea wrack of the Aegean on flower with corpses, the silver salts of photographic paper, silver grave-treasures at Ur.

Like an archaeologist in her own strange literary landscape, McCarthy cuts through layers of history and technology to realign the dead and their images. She examines both what can be photographed and what remains always just beyond the frame, and photography itself. It’s a practice involving chemicals and the action of light. But it’s also an organising principle for literature and beyond: there are marks made—by us, on us—that we can’t yet fully see or understand, though they push on through to the surface, always re-blooming.


“Four dazzling essays about images, destruction, flowers and invention, forging unexpected links between Agamemnon, archaeology, early photography, explosives, neuroscience, mirrors, Twin Peaks, and—the author’s special interest—sharks. (Did you know that sharks see everything twice?) Melissa McCarthy combines a sharp, precise intelligence with great warmth, wit and sensitivity; her brilliant monograph is sure to become a durable classic.”—David Collard


“In Photo, Phyto, Proto, Nitro Melissa McCarthy mixes her four headline prefixes in the crucible of her wit to capture the endless interactions in nature and art of destruction, flowers, images, and invention. Like Montaigne writing about the destruction of the Aztec empire, McCarthy constructs her text as a vehicle in which to move across the corpse-strewn wastelands and oceans of human history, gathering together the images that survive and the flowers that unconscionably bloom. The result is an extraordinary feat of quizzical, inquisitive invention, an essay that never stops moving.” - Richard Scholar


“McCarthy asks, How do we picture the world? Her answer is: Metaphorically, one thing in terms of another, and then another. And so she writes a beguiling microcosm of a book which, like the ‘aleph’ of Borges, contains everything: from Agamemnon to algae, from Hiroshima to Hergé, and not omitting the inside of a shark’s eyeball.”—Dr. Andy Martin


“From Aeschylus to Jaws, via histories of photography, tattoos, chemicals and some of the most horrific moments of the twentieth century, Melissa McCarthy’s Photo, Phyto, Proto, Nitro reads like the reed mats dug up from a Sumerian city: an assemblage of lightly woven textured texts, ‘crumbling as we try to consider them’. McCarthy approaches writing as a generous reader, as a detective, as a rummager among archives, as an archaeologist, as a photographic developing agent. The book is suffused with the pleasure of looking and finding and showing and sharing. McCarthy has a way of recalibrating perception, finding the depth in a surface and surfaces in the depths, helping you to see for just a fleeting moment that perhaps yes a camera is also a coffin, and a shark is also a camera. The result is forensic, joyful, surprising and rich. As McCarthy herself writes repeatedly, ‘This is great’ and ‘I love this’.” —Tom Jeffreys


“In this sequel to her amazing Sharks, Death, Surfers, Melissa McCarthy shifts the focus to photography and, as its jingle title advertises, makes completely new stopovers and connections that indelibly change how we look at and through the medium. While it participates in what is by now a genre of study of our deep attachment to the vestige, her contribution doesn’t get lost there. By offering rigorous reinterpretation of the photographic image’s posttraumatic temporality (from its lurking latency to its potent efflorescence, which in the end happens only to recur) McCarthy’s analysis situates not the history but the essence of the medium within its near miss with doubling.”–Laurence Rickels


Though I have now read it twice, I cannot remember the title of this book — that is, I keep getting its four words mixed up. This is perhaps because the four essays of which it consists (‘Flowers,’ ‘Early Processes,’ ‘Refixing the Image,’ and ‘Explosions’) follow a sequence not of Photo, Phyto, Proto, Nitro but of phyto, proto, photo, nitro. The title might not have been chosen only for its more euphonious qualities but to acknowledge the fact that what the book does among many other things — is to show that these four elements (to quote — ‘Photo: to do with light. Phyto: plants and flowers. Proto: the first, the original. Nitro: it blows up’) are not discrete objects or processes, but ones which inhere in each other. Each section loops back on the others, blooms and branches out, leaving traces on its counterparts.

This method in turn provides a guide to reading the book. The first section begins with a brief mention of tattoos before rapidly turning to John Hersey’s book about Hiroshima then pauses to closely parse one small excerpt from Aeschylus’ Agamemnon before moving on to archaeologist Leonard Woolley’s accounts of the excavation of Ur. That’s just the first ten pages. There are another 118 to go, and the pace doesn’t slow.

The reader here will be forgiven for worrying that PPPN may merely be yet another voguish non-fiction book, one which attempts to link together a number of disparate ‘oh-isn’t-this-quite-interesting’ facts, take a punt at uniting them somehow then add a dash of personal memoir to create something which we are assured will change how we think about subject X or Y for ever. Relax, it isn’t.

The book also manages to avoid the risk of information overload: while the method may initially seem digressive, it is anything but. PPPN follows its trails of argument precisely — every detail mentioned is vital as it will be returned to, and looked at again in a sharper light or from a different angle or in a new context, bringing each element and the whole they form into clearer focus and relief each time. McCarthy’s style is clear, even when dealing with complex subject matter (the interior of a shark’s eye, for example), and moves smoothly between lucid academic and casually friendly. There is nothing de haut en bas here, only the dazzling pleasure of being with an incredibly sharp, wide-ranging and well-informed mind as it thinks. McCarthy asks us along, inviting us to explore the worlds of cyanotypes, sharks, nitrates and memory books (among other things) together.

Though the structure is recursive, there are strong narratives here. The story of professional solider and amateur photographer Alfred Capel Cure, for example, reads like another modish genre, that of the ‘non-fiction novel.’ However, whereas, for example Benjamin Labatut’s When We Cease to Understand the World speculates on the interior torment of the great men who would inevitably shape our world irrevocably, McCarthy resists such speculation and the temptation to fabricate, and gives us the lines of the story with enough narrative delay so as to make it both compelling and well worked into the book’s overall themes. If PPPN has any analogues, it is the work of Marina Warner (her book Phantasmagoria especially), or Philip Hoare’s Albert and the Whale. Anyone seriously interested in photography should place this book alongside Barthes’ Camera Lucida and Geoff Dyer’s The Ongoing Moment on their shelves.

The still-nascent field of Forensic Literature takes the useful mis-quotation of Walter Benjamin (‘every photograph is a crime scene’) and looks at a range of objects very carefully, looking at the marks upon them which show how they came to be and how they may have ended, at their erasures, lacks and scars, what is missing from them, and considers how they can reveal unexpected connections which shape our world. Photo, Phyto, Proto, Nitro is a vital addition to it. - C. D. Rose

https://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/photo-phyto-proto-nitro/



Melissa McCarthy, Sharks, Death, Surfers: An

Illustrated Companion. Sternberg Press, 2019


We encounter the world through surfaces: the screen, the page, our skin, the ocean’s swell. Here on the sea is the surfer, positioned at the edge of the collapsing wave. And lurking underneath in a monstrous mirroring is the shark. When the two meet, carving along the surface, breaking through the boundary, is when death appears.

Steering her analysis from the newspaper obituary in and out of literature and past cinema, Melissa McCarthy investigates a fundamental aspect of the human condition: our state of being between life and death, always in precarious and watery balance. Sharks, Death, Surfers: An Illustrated Companion observes how sharks have been depicted over centuries and across cultures, then flips the lens (and dissects the cornea) to consider what sharks see when they look back.

These refracted lines of inquiry—optical, philosophical, historical—converge at the focal point where we can fix the image of the surfer and the shark. This is the picture McCarthy ends up framing: the cartilaginous companions gliding together in a perfect model of how to read, navigate, and exist.



If the most basic aspect of modern human life is species supremacy, to be eaten is perhaps the true inverse of being alive. In the words of Valerie Taylor, one half of the couple who pioneered the underwater filming of sharks, becoming the first to film great white sharks outside of a cage: “We all realize that the chances of being taken by a shark are exceedingly remote, but it is the horror of having chunks bitten from one’s body while still alive which evokes fear out of all proportion to the actual danger.”

I’d never heard of the Taylors until reading Sharks, Death, Surfers: An Illustrated Companion by Melissa McCarthy. Sharks, Death, Surfers is a beautiful art object, petite and strange, replete with artist renderings of sharks that span the ages, from 750 BCE to the cover of Jaws. It is more a brief philosophical exploration of the intersection described in the title than anything else, unique in its take on the topics at hand but at times scattered and abstract. McCarthy is the chief obituary reviewer of the International Necronautical Society, a twenty-year-old organization whose goal is to “bring death out into the world.” It was in this role that she began to study obituaries of surfers, and thus the lives of sharks.

McCarthy was captivated by a 1982 Rolling Stone feature on the death of Lew Boren, a veteran surfer who was killed off the California coast in 1981 by a great white. Boren’s death is the stuff of horror movies: He went out to surf alone and didn’t come back. First, his board was found with bites taken out of it, indicating a creature in possession of an eighteen-inch jaw, and then his body was discovered, missing a portion of his chest cavity roughly the same size. “The excess population [of sharks] is made up of loners, often deformed in some way,” McCarthy quotes from the Rolling Stone article on his death. “They abandon their home waters. They live in areas normally not visited by their own species. They never return to the usual shark breeding grounds. And sometimes what they do, at least in coastal waters, is kill people.” Boren himself was a loner, she points out, someone who was single-mindedly interested in abandoning his native land for sea, and preferred to do so without the company of other humans. “The surfer,” she concludes, “is the shark.”

The book is filled with metaphors like these, some of which feel sharp and elucidating, others heavy-handed—calling the preeminent shark scholar an “apex predator,” for example. McCarthy’s most interesting metaphorical detour comes at the halfway mark: She jumps from Moby-Dick to Crash to a calendar of L.A. Artists In Their Cars, and finally to Ted Kennedy driving off the Dyke Bridge in 1969, leaving Mary Jo Kopechne to drown in the submerged vehicle. She writes, “In the photographs, a beautiful, sleek, rounded machine (it’s an eighteen-foot-long, four-door Oldsmobile 88) lurks just beneath the surface of the water, next to the reeds and sedge and the pathetic plank bridge. The car looks just like a shark.” It is in passages like this one that McCarthy’s purposeful confusion is strongest: She is speaking in symbols, and if the shark attack is the symbol of the most frightening, helpless, isolated but conscious death, what could be more that than drowning in the passenger seat of a politician’s car, a death that could have been avoided “if competent effort had been made at the time of the accident”? The car is the shark, but so is Kennedy, who swam away unscathed and spent the night in his hotel, failing to alert anyone of the incident until morning.

McCarthy brings a variety of seemingly unrelated characters to her narrative: Captain James Cook, an eighteenth-century British explorer whom she develops an interest in after learning (incorrectly) that he died surfing; schizophrenic surf photographer Ron Stoner, who sold his boat and went to Maui, never to be heard from again and first presumed missing, then dead; Dr. Samuel Gruber, “the world’s foremost authority on sharks from the perspective of marine zoology.” The pages flit from character to character, under subheadings like, “Dissection & Pleasure,” “A Fence, a Boundary, a Distinction,” and, “Dude, Where’s My Counterpart?” She connects the disparate narratives through concepts that are central to surfing and inherent to sharks: balance, slippage, steering, lurking, vision, light, shadows, misdirection. The method is effectively disorienting, pulling the reader into sudden, unexpected points of connection.

I was drawn to McCarthy’s book because I’m terrified of sharks. They are my biggest irrational fear, by which I mean that they are the thing I am most afraid of that has nothing to do with the reality or possible reality of my life. It’s been this way for as long as I can remember, and I have no idea when or why it began. I am perversely fascinated by them, as happens with the things we dread, but usually too scared to look. When I research shark statistics, I cover my phone screen lest an image come up first. When I was a kid, I sat with my legs folded up onto my seat during dinner, scared that sharks were swimming in the open space under the table. I hated showering, panicked at being shut in with water, thinking the faucet would turn into a mouth. On planes, I was scared not that the plane would crash and I’d die, but that it would crash into the ocean and I’d survive, only to be eaten by a shark. Somehow, all of this did not extend to being scared of the ocean itself; I loved to swim then, and still do.

McCarthy’s approach is literary and scientific—she doesn’t seem scared of sharks, or death, only curious. I’m not sure how one becomes a chief obituary reviewer for an avant-garde group studying death, and she doesn’t explain, but does tell us early on, “In the summer of 2007, my organization undertook a research visit in Durban, South Africa, to what’s commonly known as the Sharks Board,” which, “carries out academic zoological research and, on the pragmatic side, encourages beach-based tourism to the region.” The center performs ticketed, weekly dissections of sharks for the public, and it’s in this tradition that her book follows, presented like a conceptual dissection, neutral and studious.

The most frightening page of the book is a reference to another book. Under an underwater photo of a great white, albeit mouth closed, the caption appears: “In their 1978 book Great Shark Stories, the Taylors, who worked on Jaws the film, report that the most frightening thing about being chased by a shark is seeing the horror in your friend’s eyes as he or she watches you about to be eaten.” I promptly bought that book, and though I pored over it, was unable to find this reference. It’s composed of excerpted stories of attacks, adventures, and benign behaviors, both fiction and nonfiction, each introduced by the Taylors. A few provided the gore missing from Sharks, Death, Surfers—a gruesome account of a diver watching his friend torn in two—but many were reverential and measured, particularly Valerie’s descriptions of recording great white sharks for documentaries and narrative films. It was perfectly clear to her that sharks don’t attack without extenuating circumstances, and that when they do attack, you don’t see them coming. I found this comforting. The anticipation of being eaten is probably worse than the act itself.

McCarthy believes that surfers have “the special quality of being in a privileged relationship with the boundary.” I think this is a metaphor for madness. Surfing is a mad sport, exceedingly dangerous not because of sharks but because of drowning, and rocks. Because of the depth and strength of the ocean. (And terror is a mad thing too: all-consuming, divorced from reality, triggering paralysis or sudden, rash movements.) Death by shark is rare but horrible, though death by surfing isn’t uncommon for surfers. Yet the focus, always, is on the shark. Every movie is about the shark; every spotting of a shark makes the news; every July we are promised the wildest Shark Week yet. But maybe it’s all symbolic—surfing is the best symbol of the thrill of risk, and sharks the best symbol of risk’s randomness.

I am less afraid of sharks now than I was before I read these books. I’ve been searching them on the internet every day, never wanting for fresh news because every shark sighting is newsworthy in the summer, no matter how insignificant: the great white that may or may not have entered the Long Island Sound; the influx of sharks off Cape Cod, threatening the tourist industry; the sixteen-foot behemoth that circled a New Jersey boat named Big Nutz Required II before snatching the dangling bait and swimming away; the guy who was bitten in Florida and headed straight to a bar rather to a doctor's office. I’ve been closing my eyes less, but when a trailer for 47 Meters Down: Uncaged started playing on my Twitter feed before I could scroll away, I screamed. I knew I could lure myself back into being as scared as I was; indulging fear is formulaic and easy. And it is both useful and exciting to cling to a fear as pointless as man-eating sharks—to have a site to which to attach free-floating anxiety, and to so easily jump.

When you surf, the board has to slip just enough, but not too much: it’s “controlled and focused slipping.” I never thought I’d stop fearing sharks, and I haven’t, but I’m slipping. Their demonization is fatal for them, having significantly diminished their population through hunting. I know it’s our fault they are moving closer to shore, as water temperatures change, and our fault their ecological status is “vulnerable,” if not yet endangered. Great whites don’t want to be near humans; it’s we who make the world smaller, with respect to what is habitable, and force our proximity. We’d do better to look to them as a model for freedom than for terror, but those concepts are hard to separate for our species, when they appear at surface level. I’ve not given up my fear but I’m playing at its boundary—I imagine McCarthy would be satisfied. - Sophia Giovannitti

https://www.bookforum.com/culture/melissa-mccarthy-s-sharks-death-surfers-an-illustrated-companion-23657


Jared Pappas-Kelley - Here, events are presented in a glassy contemplation of travel and transition. Stilted and strange dialogue, description, minor reality stars, historical influences, lists, architecture, movements, and mundane pop culture observations of a misinformed but well-meaning observer montage into an internal and external reverie

 

Jared Pappas-Kelley, Stalking America. Delere

Press, 2023

Excerpt:


Stalking America blends an interior/exterior assemblage of a young person on a train riding cross-county where everything is subtext and suspicion. Here, events are presented in a glassy contemplation of travel and transition. Stilted and strange dialogue, description, minor reality stars, historical influences, lists, architecture, movements, and mundane pop culture observations of a misinformed but well-meaning observer montage into an internal and external reverie. In America, nothing is seen or spoken directly. Conversations and thoughts wander in from around a corner—a deleted browser history of experience—ripple into the cliché of a coming of age. In this sense America is half-baked like a teenager. The protagonist obsesses over historical references to nude bathers, anarchist colonies, reality television, communes, volcanic eruptions, and songs in a playlist trying to understand a certain aspect of America through observations and false epiphanies. A vacated puzzle attempts to undo itself while each piece ploddingly re-assembles with the assurance of the train ride as elements come into proximity. To understand America, to really appreciate it, is to fundamentally misunderstand it at the deepest levels—to read into its flattening out and image as the ultimate subtext and that is where the story lies.


I wish I could wear a permanent wireless earpiece like actors do when they don’t know their lines, and that it was connected to a microphone that Jared Pappas-Kelley hovered perpetually above while simultaneously viewing everything I saw through monitors connected to surveillance cameras littered through my surroundings, and that he could also magically live a rich, full-fledged independent life and keep writing up a storm. - Dennis Cooper


Sometimes who you are is kind of where you come from, and sometimes where you come from is kind of remade by you. Maybe America is a melting pot, maybe it’s a tossed salad. Whatever it is, it’s a mess, just like you and me, if you’re as apple pie as I am, as Columbined and Mayflowered and high schooled and low schooled and junk-fooded and beautiful. That’s us, that’s our US of A. Jared Pappas-Kelley understands why every American feels stalked by history, and also needs to stalk our legacy, our detritus, to do whatever we need to do to understand and maybe make peace with our place in the busted world. - Rebecca Brown


Interleaved with the salvage of a Gordon Matta-Clark essay that glides to other sites of narrating memory, Jared Pappas-Kelley’s well-oiled construction here invites us to eavesdrop in a passenger compartment that doubles as confessional space, where connections surface, cathexis is sketched and flipped, and the communal share transpires. His montage has a searching, glowing quality of folds through time, and I find myself sitting back for the deferred destination, morphing graffiti, overheard and worked-through conversations, dips into light abstraction and high-concept fictionalizations like one of reality TV and its reaches; a picnoleptic picaresque. Like the best of waking dreams, it defamiliarizes the seemly, keeping an eye all the while on some expensive shoes and accompanying muffin crumbs across the aisle. It sent me. - Douglas A. Martin


Jared Pappas-Kelley’s Stalking America is one of those rare beasts, a truly unclassifiable novel: a text of a kind so mercurial that it seems to want to shrug off even that label. On its simplest, most rudimentary level, it follows the doings of a reasonably nondescript young man—and yet even in saying as little as that, the word “follows” becomes conspicuous, overloaded with meaning. That’s because the protagonist develops an interest in a reality TV series called Stalking America, which itself follows a woman who in turn follows, and films, other people. But then, just as you’re maybe thinking that the novel sets itself up to make something of the reverberations between these two characters, it does something different. It splits itself apart, cordoning off various sections of its narrative, slicing viewpoints into pieces, creating boundaries around and gaps between different ways of looking at (following?) events as they unfold. The result is something restless, a little insidious, equal parts frustrating and compelling, and made up of many more fascinating elements than a summary can capture. Following the publication of Stalking America last summer, Jared Pappas-Kelley spoke to 3:AM’s Daniel Davis Wood about the stuff that Stalking America is made of, and the stuff it tries to unmake.

3:AM: I’d like to begin by thinking a bit about your vision for Stalking America, particularly in terms of its breadth and scale. I’m not quite sure how to classify the book. While it often feels like a work of fiction, there are parts that hew closer to autofiction and the text itself flirts with the label “memoir”—so let’s just say that it operates on a very personal level. At the same time, though, the prologue announces an intention to grapple with “this moment we currently inhabit,” and the text is also shot through with shards and fragments of what sound like fleeting contributions to “the discourse.”

So, to me, the vision of the book is one that pulls in two directions simultaneously: it both concentrates on a singular experience and broadens out to something more panoramic. I’d love to know more about how it came to be that way. Did you know, early on, that the book would be working towards this, or did it come about by trial-and-error and experimentation?

JPK: When talking with my editor, that was something we were trying to figure out—this slippage or blurring that was the structure—and he put forward an idea that for him Stalking America was what he’d classify a “thinking novel.” What I took that to mean was that it was primarily about a process of thinking or thought. For me, it became more about layering these impulses and drawing out parallels in the material, to let the threads pool together so that certain bits would click and others sort of drift back into the background in a mundane sense. And it was about blurring these approaches between fiction, or “discourse,” and playing with conventions that might cause someone to read it as perhaps memoir or biography or artist writings as a way of tracing a thought within this slippage.

I was interested in putting something forward that at the same time undermines or questions itself, that parallels the movement from the singular to the more panoramic, as you put it. Is this something that fiction can support? Or is it collapsing under its own weight when it plays out in this manner? There’s the idea of tricking a truth into revealing itself, but instead it might be a sidestepping, and as an approach it is maybe like with an eclipse—not something to be viewed directly. Building these overly-complex and clunky apparatuses or structures—like a hole poked in construction paper inside a cardboard box with a paper towel tube: an eclipse viewing box, to make the indirectly viewable visible—might allow us to approach this idea of truth, to catch it unaware or startle it into view like a woodland creature. And perhaps that’s tied to a notion of the post-truth, whatever that means, how to navigate and perceive or cut through.

3:AM: I love the shambolic nature of those “clunky apparatuses” and I think the book absolutely pieces itself together in that way. Alongside narratorial discourse, you’ve got some typographic play (sporadic sans serif fonts, dialogue inset like a blockquote, a dream sequence rendered in double columns on a single page) as well as snippets of cultural ephemera. I’m thinking of text messages, magazine cover headlines (“Somali Gangs in the Midwest”, “It’s Time to Break Up with Your Boss”), and the detritus of digital life: “We would like to keep you up to date with news and events from our affiliates. To unsubscribe from this, please click here.” If Stalking America is a “thinking novel,” what are these bits and pieces contributing to the thought process?

JPK: The different bits sift together into something hybrid, or that’s what I was playing with, and in my head I approached it like threads or a feed aggregating in a way. How things have shifted or are shifting. How these elements coincide without always being attributed. That’s what I was interested in with the dialogue and those other elements, and it became more about texture and building an affinity or magnetism between parts. With the typographic and formatting elements, I was exploring this anatomy, ways to signal elements approaching from different sources, and flattening out, but also giving cues that they shift registers. How to map this experience on the page?—that’s sort of how I conceived it. I also wanted to flirt with a sort of call and response between what was accruing, these elements or ephemera, and a narrative that was developing. We have perhaps become so hardwired to read these cues or bracket them out, ignore them, so I was also looking not so much at what’s right there on the surface but what wanders behind it.

3:AM: Which brings us to the subject of structure, the arrangement of disparate parts. What’s striking to me about the structure of Stalking America is the way it looks a bit haphazard but actually, on reflection, is working within a tight design. Can we talk about that design a little? The book more or less opens with some notes on the real-life installation artist Gordon Matta-Clark, who made his name by “cutting up buildings”—by literally taking slices out of enclosed spaces in the built environment. Matta-Clark’s work is important to the substance of the book, but also to the structure. How did his spirit inform the way Stalking America demarcates and arranges its various components?

JPK: Matta-Clark allowed me to work with someone else as a proxy or stand-in, to frame the book as a biography around his ideas and how he approached structures. Kind of in the way his houses and interventions served as a proxy for revealing something more through their cuts and there was a freedom in that. I tend to see myself most keenly in contrast to other people. His approach gave me permission to examine that contradiction, with lived or abandoned spaces dissected and put on display as biography or narrative, but beginning with somebody else—a significant artist—and his story and the way it is constructed. Without representing, it begins to resemble. Cutting into these narratives reveals something more within the material; into vacated spaces, a stairway that led somewhere once, an impulse.

So one thing I was playing with was this idea of over-identifying with something, and how that thing begins to blend into the original or take the lead. The main character in Stalking America is perhaps over identifying with the character Claire on the TV show. Sure, there may be some connection between them, and perhaps they grew up down the street from each other, but even in this it’s a bit tenuous or overstated, so it becomes more about self-construction through over-identification. I was also inviting myself to over identify with Matta-Clark in a way as a writer, his construction and process, framing something a bit tenuous or skewed but also something that traces a resemblance.

3:AM: Yes, and you’ve even just alluded to one of the lines in the book that touches on these ideas: “It somehow seems fitting for my memoir of sorts (who the hell said it was a memoir) to begin with somebody else, a significant artist, his story, as I have always seen myself most keenly in contrast to other people, through an affinity but also where they are not like me, their experiences.” But there’s also, to me, another sense in which Matta-Clark is moving through Stalking America—or, if we prefer to think of Stalking America as a “thinking book,” then there’s a sense in which Matta-Clark is driving its mode of thought.

I mean something like this… There are the autofictional parts of the book, and then there are the reality TV parts, and then there are the “Lapso mori” sections. These intercut the other two parts with fragments of text that sometimes seem like non sequiturs in relation to the action, sometimes attempts at establishing thematic resonances with it—and I emphasise the “cut” in “intercut.” So the way I came to see these sections was essentially as prosaic versions of Matta-Clark’s cuts: as if Stalking America were a structure unto itself, with its enclosed spaces cut apart (and cut into) by the “Lapso mori” sections. But maybe that’s just me over-identifying with your narrator over-identifying with Matta-Clark! How do you see the “Lapso mori” sections informing the broader vision?

JPK: There’s this impulse of cutting to see what lies behind: carving windows as an excavation, exposing what remains or bleeds through, but not in a static way—seeking a sustained act of cutting-through in order to construct. Without that constructive aspect, it’s more of an autopsy of something gutted, or just a cluster of holes—that’s something else. So with the more autofiction bits of Stalking America, or the reality show or the “Lapso Mori” sections, perhaps an architecture reveals itself like a push notification—cutting through a proximity, reordering and observing previously obstructed vantages or lines of sight or thought, interjecting between these instances as when a wall is removed.

3:AM: Well, then, after Matta-Clark, there’s another artist who could be called the second of the book’s presiding spirits: the photographer Sophie Calle. In fact, of the two artists, she is the one I was more familiar with before I came to Stalking America. Her work is evoked in the title of the book, given that she made her name in the 1980s with a series of surreptitious pictures of a man she stalked on a journey from Paris to Venice; and the reality show within the book (also called Stalking America) basically follows a woman who stalks others, albeit in a more mundane way. But my sense is that it’s the creative aspect of Calle’s work, rather than the documentary aspect, that resonates with the book: the framing, the selection, and what goes on between the gaps. Am I on the right track? How would you say Calle speaks to Stalking America?

JPK: Sophie Calle was definitely in the material and in the initial ideas of the reality show Stalking America. When Calle was secretly following and documenting her subject around Venice, in a sense he became a bit displaced and that was kind of the point. He’s a moving target but he’s actually pretty secondary to her project, because her approach it inverts the dynamic a bit. Calle said he wasn’t especially interesting to her, but that she did it simply for the pleasure of it, and that was the jumping-off point. There is something about the act of watching, and through her attention and focus it accumulates, it becomes about this process of looking and stalking an idea through its everyday or mundane habitat to sort of put something else on display.

In a sense we are stalked by our individual histories or experiences, or where we come from, and the show takes cues from that as well. There is a scene later in the book where another character kind of cool-shames or almost dismisses the kid’s own experiences, like: oh you like this cringey TV show, but the real version is this artist Sophie Calle. It’s as if the pop culture version is somehow less than, or less true. I was intrigued by how there’s something about authenticity, about the question of which is the real version (or is there one at all?), but there was also something a bit endearing about it as well.

3:AM: That discussion about Calle marks the only time in Stalking America that she is named, despite the extent to which she haunts the book. But what intrigued me the most about the discussion was the part in-between the description of her project and the claim that she’s “the real thing.” We’re told that Calle, in addition to taking photographs of the man she stalks, “ makes diary entries about the time of day, about the weather, about the man’s coat, which he wears with a camera on his shoulder, on the bridge, maps of the routes he traveled, pigeons in the square, how she changes endlessly over time through the act of observing him” (emphasis mine).


JPK: In a sense, that describes what has been going on with the show all this time. And that’s the thing: the kid is observing this person, Claire, on TV; and Claire is observing this man she follows, who we don’t really know much about—just gathering detritus-level observations about his coat on a rack in his home, the objects in his refrigerator, the shampoo he uses. So there’s this sort of this echo chamber of watching. And the documentation and objects are all rather secondary, perhaps not very interesting or forgettable, so what I was intrigued by was how Claire sees all this and the kid perceives what she sees, and—as Calle says—they are changing endlessly through the act of observing. At the same time, the main character is trying on ideas, determining which fit, connecting some, discarding some, and constructing his story from what he finds.

3:AM: Yes—so even though, as you say, we might be stalked by our experiences, something else happens to us when we record those experiences for posterity: the product constitutes a separate, perhaps more malleable version of oneself. And this dovetails with something else the narrator says in Stalking America:

Sometimes I kind of step back from what’s being said and I feel like the words are separate things from us that just exist. I picture them as brittle glass that comes out of all of our mouths to make this big shell that’s made up of all the conversations that anyone has ever had or ever will. When it’s warm, I think of it being more fluid, but when it’s cold it’s extra brittle, like something you can actually touch.

Ultimately, then, there’s a sense in which the words of Stalking America, frozen on the page, are as brittle as the narrator feels spoken words can be. And, in the same sense, so too are Calle’s photographs. Which suggests that inasmuch as Calle’s photographs are a self-constitutive project, Stalking America is a project of a similar kind, working in a way that starts off as autofiction but goes far beyond it into speculative terrain. But what, then, is the self that is constituted by the book as a whole—not only the narrator and Matta-Clark and the reality show, but also the cultural flotsam and jetsam, the Lapso Mori, and all the rest?

JPK: We kind of live in the shadow of all this stuff and then we step away. I am definitely intrigued by the idea of the malleable self, and in a way I think this is foregrounded in how people operate now. I read something a while back about how truth, when it is of the more universal variety, is wisdom. I don’t know if I believe that; it’s a weird hierarchy to think about. But I am interested in these specific bits of truth that might get lost in the shuffle, that don’t necessarily scale up to “wisdom,” or that when they are expanded become exaggerated or flawed or undone in that jump to the universal. So perhaps my approach to this is more like Mario collecting coins—gathering up all these bits of truth, attempting to hew together these fragments into this object that is a book, as self-constitutive, some bits discarded or chronicled and on display.

When writing my first book, I proposed it as a series of bombs in the shape of a book for understanding something. Maybe my approach in Stalking America still involves gathering absences, but now it’s less about gathering a series of undoings and rather about the act of gathering and letting the material congeal.

https://www.3ammagazine.com/3am/qa-jared-pappas-kelley-stalking-america/


Jared Pappas-Kelley’s newest book Stalking America (Delere Press) bends the genres of fiction and memoir, piecing together a life through online platforms and information gleaned along the way. Structured as a novel, Stalking America builds on Pappas-Kelley’s previous nonfiction and theoretical books, like Solvent Form (Manchester University Press). Pappas-Kelley’s America is a place where very little is seen or spoken directly. Conversations and thoughts wander in from around a corner—a deleted browser history of experience—ripple into the cliché of coming-of-age. Life bleeds into the internet, flows in and out of states, and tries to rebuild or reconstruct time and space. The book questions our concepts of identity and how we navigate the pitfalls in this media-saturated world, with the aim to understand and grasp the now, as identities blur and change in a blink of an eye. Pappas-Kelley is America and America is Pappas-Kelley, or at least a version of it, all built on dreams. These blurred boundaries make this journey an intriguing ride and a puzzle to solve.

Over a series of emails, Pappas-Kelley and I discussed how the artist Gordon Matta-Clark informs his writing style, the unauthorized biographies written by his aunt, the unsettling blur of fiction and reality we exist within, and how we tread water in the post-truth era. We also considered the endless image-building and the various “us” that haunt online platforms, the absurdity of influencers, chatbots, the smorgasbord of Web 3 and AI issues facing us, all while we exalt the allure and mystique of train travel.

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The Rumpus: I really loved Stalking America. You capture the feeling of “the now,” where we flow through information daily at our fingertips. Facts and fiction are blurring, especially when something is shouted loud enough. How do you think fiction can exist when we seem to be living in it?

Jared Pappas-Kelley: Maybe the only thing that can be written now is fiction. I’m a visual person by nature, so for me a lot of it was about trying to catch an aspect of experiencing the world. This way of inhabiting the now in a sort of mundane sense, when much is mediated or at a remove, an observation, information, as that is one of the things fiction can do and still give a sense of the truth in it.

One thing I was interested in with Stalking America was this apparent distinction between truths and fictions, not mutually exclusive in any capacity. If anything, the blurring has become more overt, and that was a starting point to tease out and observe. It was also something that I tried to consciously explore with how things were structured with details like the dialogue and layering or paralleling where in many ways everything was presented like conversation threads that aggregate from various sources and experience or blurring—without trying to be too heavy-handed as a thought experiment.

Rumpus: You return to cut building works of artist Gordon Matta-Clark throughout the book. These works open up the private in a very controlled way, giving you this curated view with just enough information to conjure an idea of the person but never the whole. Why are these works so important in this book?

Pappas-Kelley: Part of it is that I just like Matta-Clark as an artist, but also in the book there is a lot of identifying or over-identifying with public personas, and writing about him gave another way into this idea. Gordon Matta-Clark was an artist who went into old, abandoned houses and sliced them in half or cut them up as interventions so that we might consider them differently, but also there is just something appealing and immediate about taking these homes apart, an artist with a chainsaw and winches slicing across domestic spaces. He’s one of those people I keep coming back to.

In a more practical sense, Matta-Clark gave permission to make these sorts of interventions into the source material in the rest of the book: to make incisions into character, show how things are performative and stepping into these domestic or public personas and question intimacies of narrative or interior spaces and what is considered outside for public consumption and like you said relates to experiences of social media or even conventions of reality TV.

In that, what is taking place as I approached it isn’t directly about writing itself but something more writing adjacent as an approach or conjuring that visual art and popular culture also allow.

Rumpus: There’s a quote I’m going to paraphrase from Nick Hornby’s High Fidelity that has stayed with me: “It’s not what you’re like, it’s what you like that matters.” Delving into the subplot of the book, the TV show Stalking America, feels like you’re tackling some of these contemporary Black Mirror-esque dilemmas. Have we moved past the Warholian “fifteen minutes of fame” to a new paradigm, where Web 3 has made us all Truman, under endless surveillance to our own self-censorship?

Pappas-Kelley: It was there already, but with something as simple as the invention of the like button, or the heart, or upvote, it’s become foregrounded so that we are now the apex predators of liking but in an extremely passive or disengaged way.

We swim in feedback, baby sharks, and it’s about how do we live in that and make sense or are perhaps shaped by it. Could this be translated as an experience, the sort of bits that fall between the cracks when nothing specifically is happening or directly contradicts? That’s sort of how I approached it, and is it a satisfying experience or what might it put on display?

I have an aunt, or I guess she’s my mom’s cousin so whatever that makes her to me, and she wrote these high-profile unauthorised biographies about people like Nancy Reagan or Oprah and the royals that got a lot of attention. And I don’t really have any particular connection with her except as sort of a backdrop in family dynamics or as the tangential fabric of extended relatives when a new book came out. And she might have this lateral relationship to the subjects she writes about and their fame or notoriety, but in a very real sense I am not on her radar, but in writing this book I was interested in these oblique or tenuous connections like the main character here where they might or might not have grown up knowing this person who is now on television and this supposed connection takes on a disproportionate significance or projection. This kind of living through a perceived connection to someone else that is somehow noteworthy, trying to work it into conversations that are very tenuous or cringe is an attractive starting point and what is being noteworthy or being known in this more mundane sense.

With Warhol, you might commission a society portrait in Neiman Marcus or wherever, so for the price of admission you got the allure or appearance of being someone who is known. But it isn’t even about fifteen minutes anymore and perhaps about an ability or even desire to influence, an aggregation as the act of influencing. And with this book I wasn’t really interested in any of these big constellations but in only the most tangential of identifications through these other people and this might be the more duct-tape version of that.

Rumpus: I’m going to change tracks for a minute. Personally I find influencer culture a strange thing, I get the “we don’t believe big corporations” bit, but this “celebrity is trustworthy” shtick is crazy—it’s just another form of corporate advertising or that de-influencing trend, which was mostly humble brag mixed with lifestyle selling and cringe reverse psychology, it’s this weird desire hyper loop. I find it super sad that people talk like they’re brands too, as it really dehumanises us, we’re much more than a commodity, it’s this kind of thinking that feels like the future is more hopeless. Sorry for the doom spiral, do you have a better hope for how things will turn out or are we going to be in a hyper-stalking of everything soon?

Pappas-Kelley: I’m intrigued by jobs that emerge that our parents or their parents wouldn’t be able to conceive, like “influencer” is a genuine job or career choice, and what does that mean? What do you want to be when you grow up? A firefighter? An influencer? Do you score really high in influencing on some aptitude test or the Myers-Briggs? “I wanted to be an influencer, but my posts weren’t influence-y enough.”

Have you ever seen the forums on Reddit that are chatbots debating something, and each approaches their response from a specific point of view and finds a way to work those ideas into any conversation? And it’s unsettling to me how quickly the bots get racist as well after culling through all our cast-off material online, yet we wonder how that happens.

Rumpus: What and how we teach AI is going to be the event horizon of the future, and so far we’re not doing so great. You’re right about how jobs have changed, with the cycles of boom, bust, and bailout it seems to be having an effect on Gen Z’s approach to life and work. Things like long-term planning seem pointless when the world crashes and burns so fast before the phoenix rises again. Exploiting yourself seems like a better option than doing it for the man, I won’t even get into the politics and environment issues. So with a pull of the lever, we’re back on track.

As I was reading Stalking America, the specter of Sophie Calle, one of my favorite artists was all around me, and then she popped up and said boo. Her work feels like an important clue to deciphering your book’s puzzle and I feel she was way ahead of her time with the work she makes. Can you let us know how her art has impacted culture and your own ways of thinking?

Pappas-Kelley: Sophie Calle was definitely present in the material, following some guy around Venice and covertly documenting his movements with her camera, and I was doing this thing where I write sort of all-around something that is right there in the middle of it until it gets lost a bit and then after all that sidestepping just come out with it—and here is the piece that was missing and it deflates it, like the polar opposite of a jump scare, in a way that is curious to me and I also think that is something Sophie Calle does. I was intrigued in writing that sequence with how the other character was kind of cool-shaming or almost dismissing the kid’s own experience, like, “Oh all these things you’re interested in are the fake or poseur versions, somehow less, but this artist is like the real version.” And this happens a lot and sort of the way a music snob or someone like that would do it but in perhaps a more endearing way, and there was something more compelling rolled up in this exchange about authenticity or an inability, and in this case what was the real version or is there one.

Rumpus: She was like cookies before the Internet, stalking the mundane to get a better picture of the person. It’s really beautiful work I return to a lot. Going back to Matta-Clark, home, or the idea of it as part of our identity seems to reoccur, almost as if you’re taking his process and reconstructing within a fractured sense of identity, like you’re building a fictional you. Could you speak on this? You know I also love a good joke, like that “where are you from” line? Home. It’s why I own the perfume Rien from Etat Libre d’Orange, so when asked, what I’m wearing, I can say nothing.

Pappas-Kelley: Yes, I like the blurring where the writing appears to be more about me than it actually is and the process of constructing while cutting away. This idea of the process through which we construct ourselves or the way a narrator sees themself more clearly through someone else. I also appreciate a line like that where language sort of claps back with its flatness—what are you wearing, nothing or where are you going, home—the name of the fragrance or town is factually true but also a more general idea as it shuts the door and truth lies in a way.

Rumpus: You have these lovely little disruptive devices, “Lapso Mori,” which give you the sense of reading a book written right now, surrounded by distractions. Is the train also a device? A phone or a tablet and you’re on this scrolling journey through the time we’re in, where everything can nearly be instantly recalled by the internet and social media?

Pappas-Kelley: A bit like a push notification. Like the memento mori, a pocket that collects or lapses that are a withdrawal yet persist as an artifact, a slippage as reminder from another parallel that bleeds across and accumulates. I mapped out the beginnings of a follow-up book where this idea of the Lapso Mori becomes the foreground, so I guess we’ll just have to see if I ever sit down and write it.

I like thinking of the train ride as a device in that sense or a peripheral, that is sort of how I approached it, and in many ways, it is the least train-like train ride, and I wanted it to be this sort of engaged reverie space being constructed.

Rumpus: What’s your favorite mode of transport and least favorite? Does the “you” in the book share the same likes and dislikes?

Pappas-Kelley: Each platform has that specific aspect it brings to the foreground or highlights like image, brevity, or story, I guess, like how different forms of transportation might also do this, it’s like the way you show up.

Some of the initial inspiration came from taking a Greyhound bus cross-country in the U.S. years ago for many days, but a Greyhound felt a bit too honky-tonk in a way and I also didn’t want it to just be a story about highways which is something else. With a train there’s more of an inevitability that you will end up somewhere. It’s more automated and letting go, and the outside is out of your hands, so it disappears into a permeable bubble of the experience.

I live in the U.K. now and like travelling by train but feel like it’s really expensive and always breaking down or delayed. Maybe a train ride in someplace like Switzerland—do they have train delays or interruptions there, I feel like no, or that if they did, they’d have some mediated but posh Swiss solution in place.

Do I like the same things as the character in the book—in many ways I suppose I do, but I think I’m confused differently by things than that character, and it also allowed me to be a bit more naive in the responses which I also enjoyed. I feel like that character dislikes most things and is figuring it out, but maybe that’s just me?

Rumpus: I’ve spent a lot of my life commuting in various machines, from boats, buses, and trams, but my favorite is still the train, well, okay not in the U.K.—there’s always delays, but anywhere else it’s a great space to dream. Does America have a smell? If so, what is it?

Pappas-Kelley: When I first spent time in Southern California, the smell I remember sort of embodying the experience was a mix of fake orange and car exhaust. But for all of America? Maybe one of those air diffusers, so you have a scent profile of like four options that you put on to match your mood.

Rumpus: After Stalking America, can you describe that scent in one word?

Pappas-Kelley: Tenuous? This is a physical experience we are in, but so much of this is beyond just the physical, so thinking of it like that is a good way of giving it form. But for me it’s always how this physical grinds up against the idea or intangible aspect, and maybe through it there might be a lucidity to be examined, driven by these physical actions. - Jonathan Mayhew

https://therumpus.net/2023/06/07/jared-pappas-kelley/



Jared Pappas-Kelley, Solvent Form: Art and

Destruction, published by Manchester University

Press, 2018


Solvent form examines the destruction of art—through objects that have been destroyed (lost in fires, floods, vandalism, or similarly those artists that actively court or represent this destruction, such as Gustav Metzger), but also as a process within art that the object courts through form. In this manner, Solvent form looks to events such as the Momart warehouse fire in 2004 as well as the actions of art thief Stéphane Breitwieser in which the stolen work was destroyed. Against this overlay, a tendency is mapped whereby individuals attempt to conceptually gather these destroyed or lost objects, to somehow recoup in their absence. From this vantage, Solvent form—hinging on the dual meaning in the words solvent and solvency—proposes an idea of art as an attempt to secure and fix, which correspondingly undoes and destroys through its inception. It also weaves a narrative of art that intermingles with Jean Baudrillard’s ideas on disappearance, Georges Bataille and Paul Virilio’s negative or reverse miracle, Jean-Luc Nancy’s concept of the image (or imago as votive that keeps present the past, yet also burns), and Giorgio Agamben’s notion of art as an attempt to make the moment appear permeable. Likewise, it is through these destructions that one might distinguish a solvency within art and catch an operation in which something is made visible through these moments of destruction when art’s metaphorical undoing emerges as oddly literal.


‘Solvent form is an important new addition to a constellation of recent texts that have addressed destruction and art […] but while acknowledging their content, this book does far more than summarise their narratives, since Jared Pappas-Kelley’s study develops its own radical take on the subject. Signalling from the outset that Solvent form will be “an undoing process”, the average reader will scarcely be prepared for his in-depth, fastidiously researched examination, quotational density (248 endnotes by page 45), and a bombshell of a conclusion. Pappas-Kelley enlists destruction – through fire, theft, disappearance or design – as a critical reagent showing up previously hard-to-discern, internal or “solvent” characteristics of all artworks.’ Michael Hampton



Jared Pappas-Kelley, To Build a House that

Never Ceased: Writings, Interviews, and Letters

on Art, Sweat Drenched Press, 2023


Building on ideas of solvency in art from Solvent Form: Art and Destruction, this collection gathers many wide-ranging writings from Jared Pappas-Kelley developed over the years. Within a tradition of artist writers, it presents an opportunity to reflect and re-examine existing thoughts—bisecting and dissecting the metaphorical rooms of this writing, to see how it might collapse or build something new when placed alongside another. In that spirit, this collection of letters, writings on art, reflections, and interviews collected as To Build a House that Never Ceased offers a glimpse into the interiors, frameworks, and rooms within rooms of an artist and thinker attempting to make sense of a contemporary world. Like the processes of Sarah Winchester and Gordon Matta-Clark, with their own approaches to the spaces inhabited, this collection presents windows where before there were simply walls, slicing vantage across locales, calcifications, or almost-starts, having bricked over exits in the process of adding rooms within existing work. This slicing through and reordering reveals something more—a framework or architecture of an impulse. Seeing a stairway that led somewhere specific once: a room, actions, anxieties, trysts that could only happen in the microclimates of a particular time or day, cut across and somehow bleeding into all but matchlessly separate/spliced onto or akin. More-true somehow. Perhaps in this sense, writings like these inevitably wander a tension between a Winchester pulling down in order to construct and a Matta-Clark slicing through to show the unseen interiors and connections of the spaces we inhabit in an attempt to build a metaphorical house that never ceases.


I chat with Jared Pappas-Kelley about his new book, and it’s context around whatever it is that seems to be happening in the world right now. To Build a House that Never Ceased is a collection of writings by Pappas-Kelley, seeking to take apart ideas of solvency in art and building on his other recent book Solvent Form: Art and Destruction. Following a tradition of artist writers, the collection presents an opportunity to reflect and re-examine existing thoughts—bisecting and dissecting the metaphorical rooms of writing, to see how they might collapse or build something new. We talk about his new book and it’s connections between The Winchester House and Gordon Matta-Clark, we also chat cultural exhaustion and Jack Halberstam, and what the problem is with the term contemporary in the art world. We also discuss his new publishing imprint invert/extant press, our mutual love of Auto-destructive art and Gustav Metzger, as well as our dislike of gatekeepers, and how instead we should support and collaborate with those still starting out. These ideas and others are framed around the current era of social justice movements like Black Lives Matter, and of course the global effects of Covid 19. - Dec Ackroyd


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